Some chase science or philosophy, others the occult. There are endless routes to finding meaning in this world, endless ways to shape your place within it. I grew up in a high-control religion. The experts call it a cult, and I don’t disagree. I was
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This was my journey—a path winding through Zen Paganism, Mentalism, Chaos Magick, and countless other tributaries of being. I felt the pull like an undertow, insistent and wordless, dragging me forward at a time when the world itself was being torn o
The office is dark except for the glow of the monitor and the blue haze of dawn pressing against the blinds. You sit at the desk, hands tented, watching your own breath fog the cold air—each inhale and exhale a metronome for the mind. The world outsi
