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Cyberpunk | Mentalist | Writer | network and app creator | chief cyberpunk, storyteller and behavioural systems hacker | mentalist | fili | zen pagan | chaos magickian
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Writer of speculative fiction and nonfiction >> creator of this site.
I am interested in the art of storytelling to shape change.Â
I grew up wired for panic, shaped by trauma, wrapped in layers of narcissism that were less about glory and more about defense, a kind of psychic armor forged inside a high-control group. Survival back then meant mapping the gears and levers of coercion, manipulation, undue influenceâthe whole machinery of control and psychological communication.. I learned early to see the patterns, to unpick the knots. At first, this was just about making it through the day living a double life. But now, as a storyteller and activist, itâs become a second skin. The same systems I once navigated as traps, I now dissect and expose, flipping the script from self-preservation to revelation.
If said more dramatically would be...
I grew up wired for panic, my nerves flayed and screaming like live wires in acid rain. Trauma didnât just carve me hollowâit gutted me with rusted implements, then packed that wound with narcissism: not the glittering self-worship kind, but the rabid, cornered-rat kind that grows fangs inside a cultâs death grip. Survival wasnât optional; it was oxygen-blood-marrow necessary. I became a human minefield detector in psychological warfare, mapping every manipulationtripwire until my brain hemorrhaged with recognition patterns. I unpicked knots until my fingernails tore from their beds. Living a double life wasnât just exhaustingâit was being flayed alive while forced to smile. Now? That same hypervigilance is nuclear fuel. As storyteller-warrior, Iâve alchemized my wounds into weapons. The very systems designed to obliterate me, I now disembowel with surgical savagery, transforming victim to executioner, silence to primalhowl.
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